Mixed Emotions

Afternoon beautiful bloggers,

Today I am on complete bed rest, no moving, orders from my doctor, how annoying!

Don't you just hate it when in the morning, you can't sleep then when it's time to get up you could easily sleep. Soo frustrating for many of us I'm sure!

I just had to ring my boss to tell her that I probably won't be into work on Monday, she doesn't seem impressed. I've been off for three and a half weeks now since my operation. Don't get me wrong I am a lot better than I was, but I just don't feel ready to go back to work yet. I find it difficult to move with 5 holes in my stomach, who can blame me, right?

I am a complete bag of mixed emotions today, I have so much on my mind and don't even know where to start.

Ding, Ding, Delivery
Although, today I received a little parcel in the post which cheered me up a little bit. On Facebook, if you look at 'littlesugarplums'. It's absolutely beautiful.

My other half doesn't know I have ordered this yet, I am going to be in trouble when he gets home haha! She's just such a beautiful doll though, I hope one day to have a little girl and pass it down to her. I have another one on order too, this lady is so busy that I won't get it until January. Arghh sooo impatient.

Mixed Emotions
Monday 2nd September, is when I started blogging. The main reason to why I wanted to do a blog something productive to keep me busy, to take my mind off things. Now I'm worried, I am not cut out to be a writer. Reading all the other lovely blogs, they are amazing. Mine's just BLAH! I saw on twitter that statistics showed most bloggers quit within the first year, what if I quit within first week? Failure. But the thing is I'm not a beauty blogger or a fashion blogger. I'm a larger girl and not pretty, and broke to even afford beauty stuff or clothes just for sake of it. Oh, I wish I could though! Envious of all you who can, but I wouldn't change my life at the moment. Satisfaction of my little mans smile when I buy him a new toy is all I need. That's where my spare money goes.

I don't want to quit though, I'm really enjoying blogging, I like the bloggers community on twitter. It's my first week, I didn't expect to have tons of followers and I probably don't have any readers. I am just glad I have some where at the moment to be myself. Which is exactly the reason I haven't got a picture of myself or shared my real name, some of you may think its strange, but it's a bit of privacy. Maybe one day I will have a blog post to unveil myself - watch out for it in the future :)

And if anyone could please give me some tips on how to make my blog look good, please help! In school, I used to be good at html stuff. Feels like a lifetime ago, my baby brain has forgot all of it.

I'm off for now, could do with a little afternoon nap if i can tear myself away from the laptop. Excuse the bedroom, in process of unpacking at new house :)

Love, Yummy Mummy <3 x